I do get told I have done convincingly enough to refute the idea that I have lost other vital aspects of my life, work and career which I have not – its has always been all about popularity, it follows me around making a mess over claims I knew something that I had to share to allow others feel superior to me, as it was meant to be and then the need to make use of my personality and get paid for being popular or create sales in the process led to me dropping out of University, where it got bad enough over a period of 9 years, to ensure people had a view of my Bookshop which meant that the opinions of criminals about it was built up on National media to run off at me and run me down every day – so these are things people do when they were incredibly full of themselves naturally and I am to handle it alongside the German interest idiots supporting the ones that did pass the exams to sit about the work environment supporting hoodlums they put through the academic system over my social life and public image, in order to ensure I was prevented from attending the local institutions, then show up somewhere to seek American support that will help stop me from making sure German society problems, showed up where their stupidities had done the best work for their own careers too. The rest of it is simply claims that I enjoy my information game with Politicians too much but its not necessarily an information game, it’s a process of being tortured when people see my Books because of their ambitions and the idea that if they got a copy I would deserve some respect for the fact I had money, so we are playing ‘we have seen your Book’ game, is the way I would love to put it.

So eventually the claim that these happen to my career because I am on Government support makes a full sense of it all; as it was rather clear that thinking about not being on it makes the whole thing worse and worse each time, as their gimmicks played onto what they wanted to do to secure a certain lifestyle for themselves and their children as a sign of exclusivity - I have pointed out not just the way that the male society plays it up to ensure I dropped out of University while their stupidities claimed I did because they were cleverer, especially the Muslims, if I got a slightest sense they were going to sit about with their friends and invent a way to cut me off financial support, such activity will set the stage for what I did to teach them a lesson they will never forget on my part too (I mean it currently seems unlikely unless I supplied rationale of facts, like the way Politicians making statements on what my personality can be used for led to me dripping out of University, thereafter, I built a Bookshop and they had a way of associating themselves with it in terms of what criminals thought of it being built up on Media to run off at me every day as a financially beneficial abusive practical joke and now I am cash strapped because client interest is inundated with perception that involvement with me encourages abuse and they claim they want to cut me off from Universal Credit support.). It would have tended to suggest National mistress had achieved everything she set out to do with my morally upstanding character - trash my career and finances and then my mental health, run off talk of the town insults at me until a sub culture emerged and then make me homeless - yap yapping.